Focus

I hear the insulting comments suggesting that you--apparently you "internalizing adult-eduction people"--have done me a favor.  Please let me assure you that I am well aware that you have done nothing of the sort and in fact have done me a great deal of harm.  I figured out how far back my targeting goes because of my experience with Marty Eggert and nothing else.  I am now simply coming to the full realization that regardless of your self-serving, self-important rationale, you have no right to approve or disapprove of, or dictate, anything I do, anything I say, and most definitely, anything I think.  I'm not against marriage, but I will not be coerced into it against my will.  If there's anything wrong with me, it's that I let you get away with it for so long.  Despite the way you've abused me, I'm just getting back to the confident focused person I was before things got really bad with my family after 2003, despite all of the covert psychological harassment I'd been subject to for years before that.  I'll take 10 mes against a hundred yous any day.  I'm confident in my innocence of all the allegations and I will pursue justice until I get it.  I am well aware that the grand sum of everything wrong with me, including my debts, is complete joke compared to the injustice that has been perpetrated against me.  You love talkin' about Karma.  I'll see to it.

I will treat myself to a pair of Ray-Bans this week, and there's not a fucking thing you'll do about it.


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