A little refresher:
In a very small nutshell, they make the subject hyper curious by bombarding them with cryptic, confusing, contradictory hints and veiled death threats, all while never revealing their identity or the reason for it all. Then they use dozens of ops to approach them so they don't know who to trust and are always wondering, "Is he part of it? Is she part of it?" Simultaneously, the isolation made possible by severe defamation and fear of being social makes the person starved for authentic human contact, creating a kind of human interaction vacuum, so he or she is eager to soak in every word they hear. They then have operatives who they know will get your attention one way or another approach you directly, or sit next to you or walk by you and say things they hope you'll internalize. Some of it's just meant to firmly internalize fear. I recently overheard a loud conversation in a coffee shop about body parts in a morgue. It wasn't the first threat of dismemberment. I was walking up Sutter one night and as a young woman passed me, she said very loudly into her phone precisely as she passed me, "And my blood pressure goes up." Another girl sat next to me one day at a coffee shop and said loudly into her phone, "And I'm always nervous." And just the other day, a couple of art students--children--sat next to me at Cup-A-Joe after giving me a direct, purposeful look before they sat down. During the conversation, the girl gave a loud, detailed description of an oncoming heart attack. To those kids, especially: you're a joke. Those are just a few great examples.
I've broken it all by using spoken and mental commands counteract all of it. It's taken months. Plus, I used the headphones to block out the street and coffee shop chatter which had the unexpected bonus of raising my dopamine levels, which is positively key. I'm even using my Yahoo home page to deliver counter-acting commands to myself. So,while none of it effects me deeply any more, it's still annoying.
Earlier tonight, 2 women who were exactly my type sat down right next to me at Starbucks and the one facing me, while flipping her hair about every 5 minutes, said, "Yeah--I'm terrible with people." in the middle of a conversation which I only needed to hear a few minutes of to see it's quite obvious that she had fine people skills. If one were to internalize that comment, it would, of course, help promote anti-social tendencies and therefore, isolation. That's how they do it. It's really, really, really fucked up. Then, while they're doing things like that, I'm getting criticized for not having a job, not to mention the fact that they threatened directly to prevent me from obtaining employment. I've gone to several Meetup.com groups in the hopes of networking, but they always show up to fuck with me there. It's a Catch-22 to the 10th power. I'll also remind you that the CIA and FBI are both part of the Executive Branch of the U.S. Government. Consider that while you gnaw on the fact that the seed of my problem is a mixed relationship.
Anyway...I am forced to assume that it is the CIA and/or FBI doing this still, but I get the feeling it's the CIA because it's possible that I had an indication recently that the FBI may have stopped bothering me. I don't know that for sure, though. So...as long as it continues, I am going to out one person I know to be part of it each time until I run out. I guess that might not be a big deal to you since there aren't that many, but I am sick of being fucked with and this includes the dork squad from Zynga. I'm great with people when I'm not being harassed and persecuted and I am 100% done with this dumb-ass game.
We'll kick it off with 2 for the sake of catch-up. What are ya gonna do? Kill me? Please do. Or no, wait--walk by my van in the morning and laugh in the window on your way to Peete's? There ya go--that's the manly route. What makes you think I give a fuck if you idiots laugh at me any more? Wake up. I have...
Steven Heitman
Hey! Look!! Steven's in I.A. Get it? I...A? What the fuck do ya knowwww?
http://www.linkedin.com/in/stevenheitmania
Dude has 4 fucking PHDs or something like that and he can't find a job, but I get harassed day in and fucking day out during the worst economy 80 years. Steven looks very little like that pic and I'm sure that's not his real name. He harassed the shit out of me at EDD. He lives in the building right next door on Turk Street that usually houses international exchange students, it appears. He's tall and fat and he has a blond buzz cut. And he's a dick.
Peter Heldman
Surely, another fake name. If I told you some of the shit this guy tried to pull on me, you wouldn't believe it. Buck up Pete, or what ever your name is--your team might win this weekend. Yeah--they love making me feel like I'm always surrounded by the enemy. Pete's yet another Michigan fan/grad they threw at me. You should have seen the look on his face when he lifted up his shirt to reveal a Michigan shirt underneath. This was when I was still wrapped tight in the mind control. I'm pretty sure Pete's FBI, so...I'm spreading the wealth in this first outing.
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Keep fuckin' with me.
Joseph
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