Brothers

A few notes...

It happens much less now, but every once in a while a stranger passes me on the sidewalk and gives me a confident, conspiratorial nod.  Also, occasionally a guy--again, a complete stranger--passes me and calls me "brother."  It seems that these people think I'm a willing participant or assume that I have no choice.  I thought I covered this before, but like some other points, it's worthy of re-visiting:

I never...ever...NEVER willingly or even knowingly agreed to be part of anything like this.  If my signature is on something that indicates otherwise, it was obtained while I was under the influence of some kind of intoxicant, possibly an injected drug, and is therefore invalid.  I am not a willing spy for anyone.  I asked the first guy who called me brother why he did so and got no answer.  Being constantly under the watch of so many people who know about me while I know nothing about them is positively unhealthy for me.  If I know nothing about you, you're certainly not my brother.  It's clear that none of these guys are living a life of isolation and psychological torture, as I have been subjected to.  I do not recognize complete strangers as brothers, whether they just say it or give me that cool nod.

I am being used and abused by the U.S. Government because of core fundamental politics.  All of the injustices against me going back 20 yeas are continually dismissed as the related rain of character defamation against me continues.  Every smug condescending smirk just makes make more resolute in my refusal to accept or cooperate.  I see your game...completely.  I'll never play it the way you want.  I see the spies who still follow me everywhere.  I have learned that the women wearing pink who continue to stalk me are associated with Take Back the Night and are too stupid to figure out that I've been set up by federal authorities to bait them and I.D. them as stalkers.  I have never abused any women--NEVER.  My x-gf's father set me up and her and I meeting was not a coincidence.  They are related to a couple college roommates of mine from 20 years ago who I now know are Nazis.  I've been the subject of blacklisting for since then and my gf's family is part of it.  It's not rocket surgery.  They rely on secrecy and people thinking the subject is insane when he tells the story.  Again, it's not rocket surgery.  I will never stop pursuing justice and I will not allow the end result to be what these forces want.  I've taken back my mind and it will stay that way.

Another thing to re-cover:

It appears that there have been a select few people who have approached me with good attentions, but insist on playing this stupid-ass spy game anyway, never addressing me directly.  They patronize me by trying to bait me with little comments.  Then, when I figure it out and blow then off, they roll their eyes and sigh, again, as if I have no choice or have some sort of direct and explicite knowledge of what's going on.

I don't talk to these folks for 2 reasons.  First, a major method of the stalking ops when I was still being heavily harassed was to approach me and strike up a convo innocently.  They know you'll talk because they know the isolation makes you desperate for human interaction (The music solved this.).  The convo is pretty innocent, though it almost always focuses on politics.  Then, at the last minute before parting, this "stranger" drops a hint alluding to something in your private life.  It's a pattern no one else will notice, particularly because I never have a witness.  It is positively evil and you have to be a complete fucking scumbag to do it.

The point is, it destroys your ability to trust anyone, a reasonably sensible component of Secret Service training, one would assume--again, something I never applied for.  So, if you're authentically on my side, you need to approach me openly and directly like a normal adult human being and acknowledge that you know who I am, what you know about my situation, and how you know it.  What side am I on?  The side of my mind being free.

The other reason is simply that I'm not playing the stupid spy game I've been manipulated into and I never will.  I resent it on principle and I see what's going on.  You've made a joke out of my life.  Good job.  And if the fantastic things that have been suggested are in fact true, then someone will have to address me directly and openly about THAT as well.  Despite circumstantial evidence supporting it, it's too crazy to believe without direct proof.  Again, I've contacted people about it--supposed experts--and gotten no reply.  I will never accept spies, from any source, following me everywhere I go (including the old black ladies waiting for me at the Caltrain station, on my last trip which provided another big revelatory surprise which I'll cover in another post), regardless of their "cause" or reason the same way I don't recognize dismissive sighs and eye-rolls insinuating that I have no choice.  If you're following me around to spy on me and/or impinge my freedom, you are the enemy.  Think about it: I've been getting fucked around for 20 years and you've left me nothing to live for but maintaining as much personal autonomy as possible. Why would I quit, knowing now how far back it goes?

It doesn't effect me any more, but they actually continue to attempt to tease me with women they know I'll find attractive while keeping me isolated.  It is positively evil.  And for the record, if I was going to commit suicide, I'd have done it a long time ago.  On that note, I'm done with the covert psychological interrogation like from the beautiful Philipino spy at Union Station in L.A. on a brief lay-over.  Per her questions, I am unfit, unqualified, uninterested!  I see the game.

Please...call in that sharpshooter threatened way back in '08 or leave me the fuck alone.  Please.

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