Moving Forward

I guess I shouldn't be surprised that somehow a certain point hasn't gotten through.

I've suspected that there have been 2 sides involved in this for quite a while.  It's flattering.  Really... it is.  But I don't like being coerced.  I have some odd vague memories.  I get the feeling a lot of people have had a lot of laughs at my expense.  Obviously, there have been some major changes within the past week.  I still hear people trying to influence me indirectly though.  I do not--I repeat--I do not conform or negotiate while being coerced, whether overtly or covertly, with nudges and hints and suggested readings.

I may be interested in taking part in Toastmasters more actively--if I want to, that is.  A guy walked up to me on the street and asked me whether or not I smoked.  Not if I could give him a cigarette, but simply whether or not I smoke.  (The answer is "Occasionally.")  Yuen (sounds like U.N.) at E.U. is highly interested in what I think of the e-mails I get from Organizing for America.  That day I got a burst of respect and positive feedback.   Tom beamed at me for 2 days straight.  I don't recall seeing him smile at all before that.  Sylvia's got a reading list for me and wants to know if I have any injuries.  Yep... I've got some injuries--my privacy and therefore my life has been violated to an absurd extent.  I don't like being the subject of some kind of crazy game in which I'm surrounded by all sorts of people who are in on it and for some reason can't talk to me about it.

I am interested.  Okay, U.N. and Lydia?--I am interested.  But I will not cooperate as long as I'm living with zero normal human comforts because of the injustice I've been subjected to.  In case you haven't figured it out, they are trying to set me up at the Census Bureau.  And whether or not the whole Census  Bureau thing is just another part of the joke or not, there is never going to be a point where I'm going to lean my head back and join everyone in laughing at me because I've been humiliated to such a great extent.  That day is not going to come.

The irony considering the injustice I've been subjected to is that it's a young star democrat that I might have to bring down to end this thing once and for all.  The bad guys would just love that, but they really don't want it because it's local to the source of my trouble and would make it quite easy to expose the whole thing.  The press would jump on it like Piranha. (You were so proud of yourself when you gave your business card, weren't ya, Al?)  I certainly don't want it myself, but I'm tired and one way or another this needs to be expedited.  What do I have to do, call Tim Kaine?

So here's the deal:  Until everything is resolved, I will continue to assume this is nothing more than  an elaborate game of political persecution being played at my expense, and will therefore of course move forward toward the 2 major goals: making the 6:00 news and turning it into a book and movie.  Dragging Timmy in will make that easy.  My guy In New York is listening...closely.  I got a burst of positive feedback the other day, but I'm concerned about what's happening at the Census Bureau.  I'm sick of it and I'll take down whoever I have to if it doesn't end asap.  The good guys need to come clean.

(I've intentionally allowed this blog to be rather abrasive in tone as I've been treating it like a diary.  If I wasn't venting here, all the people trying to irritate me may have gotten away with it.)

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