This Stupid Game

Something that has happened more times than I care to recall that sounds the craziest out of all of it, is that these covert operatives will be in place before I sit down next to them when I go somewhere that was a last second decision.  You don't understand how disturbing this is.  I ran into a couple ladies who acted real nice last night, may have said something about "Welcome to S.F." before dropping a hint alluding to my recent past and trying to drop political influential comments on me and hitting me with probing psychological questions.  They're obviously not smart enough, despite all their degrees, to figure out that I stopped answering the probing psychological questions a long time ago.
I don't care what your intentions are--if you are doing these things, you are my enemy.  If you want to befriend me and help me, you will not sit there near me and try to bait me into a conversation and then sigh when I don't  pursue it because I know what you're doing.  This happened last night, too.  You're just taking part in the game and that is unhealthy for me.  If you have good intentions you will address me directly and openly, say how you know me, what you know, and how you know it.  Otherwise, you're just another fuckhead harassing me like those 2 women last night.  I accept no suggested justification for what I've been subjected to...none. 

By the way, S.F. is a fantastic town, but it is positively not for me.  I know a lot more about the history of my personal situation going back 20 years than I did when I arrived here 2 years ago and I see what's being done to men here.  I also see how intensely these people participating just love fucking with me so much.  I also know that part of the motivation for it is simply because of envy of my physical stature and perceived attributes, while all the while constantly trying plaster me with negative labels and dis-allow me any personal autonomy whatsoever.  Some have indicated that the goal is to keep me here against my will.  That will not happen.  I will return to a place where it's ok for me to be me, which is a fine thing.  A place where women are successful, men are successful and they all get along and laugh at these dumb-ass political games.  I was in it once and I will return to it.    The gross injustice against me will not continue to be dismissed.

Joseph C. Zoccali, Clearwater, Florida; Rick Wilson, Niles, Ohio; Christine Faranda, Cleveland, Ohio; Len Spector; Marc Greece, A&E Networks; Reverend David Plank, Palatine Bridge, NY; Carrie (Plank) Bruno, Queens, NY; Cynthia Green, Tech Recruiter; Sioux Logan, Red Stream Technologies; Mike Tricario, MTV; Sean Newman, Columbus, Ohio; Jim Reed, Columbus, Ohio; Marty Eggert, Cleveland, Ohio; Kathy Haxton, Cleveland, Ohio, St. Joe’s Medical  Center, Warren, Ohio; Coleman Professional Services, Warren, Ohio; Laura McCormick

An Pham, anpham1111@gmail.com; Anna Stepnova, stepnova@aol.com; Barbara Anne Wolf, wolf.barbara.anne@gmail.com,  (415) 812-4926; Brian Montague, jetbpm@aol.com; Charles Crites, critesfam@sbcglobal.net; EHSOH, lovycera@gmail.com; Elizabeth Nicolosi, elizabethnicolosi@hotmail.com; Kristy Guertin, guertk@spu.edu; Meagan Franz, meaganfranz@hotmail.com; Miyako Abe, mtea2006@yahoo.com; Nora Salah, nsalah01@yahoo.com; Teresa Keller, teresa@rtwwithus.org; Natasha Warder; 

Kathleen Kashay; Erica Agyeman; Darcy Estes; Alison Victor; Tracy Dietz; Kaitlin McGaw; 

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