Here's a good one. I have mentioned previously that they love teasing and taunting me with attractive women while keeping me isolated. Happens all the time. In terms of being out of place in the list, this is just as bad as the Russian Slave thing. Luna and Nelly are opposite extremes of the pop spectrum.
I wasn't thinking this time and held my camera up before turning it on and turned it off too early. These women, who all fit the "slightly heavyset, brunette" profile, all gave me an intentionally conspicuous glance when they entered. The reason the woman in the middle is fumbling with her coat is to obscure herself as she repositions herself to block herself from the camera by hiding behind the woman on the right, which is exactly what she did.
Ever been to the Red Victorian over in the Haight? I popped in there on Sept. 11th while I was waiting for the show to start in Golden Gate Park. The place is a trip. It's got a bunch of freaky themed rooms and the owner who designed them all way back in the 60s still lives there. Neat, huh? Anyhoo... I got a great little tour from the very professional tour guide there who was kind enough to pose in the above picture.
I got one other pic while I was there. Pure San Francisco:
It's funny how small a world we live in, no? Before I got my new laptop, while I was still using the express computers here at the SFPL but when I was just truly breaking out of the mind control, I happened to have a chance meeting with her while waiting to use a computer. It was odd in many ways. She acted a little nervous and initiated a conversation by asking if my name was "Johnny." I never, ever introduce myself as Johnny and there is no plausible reason that anyone would make such a mistake with an adult. If one was in doubt about such a thing, naturally they would play it safe and address the person as John. The point is, a major point of this ordeal, is to piss the subject off anyway you can, as often as possible. My immediate family used to love to call me Johnny because they knew I didn't like it. It was an opportunity for them to both irritate me and be condescending at the same time. They all did it. Anyway...she then started a conversation about not owning a computer. When I was still wrapped tightly in the mind control, I would have just gone along with her line, but since I had my mind back at that point, I very clearly asked, "Well if you don't have a computer and you need one today, why don't I see you here all the time?" She had no answer.
I have seen her at the library on exactly one other occasion. She showed up in the isle leading directly to wear I am sitting right now immediately after I published my last post. Yep--it's a small, small world, baby. Note the black and white stripes:
It's impossible for me to quantify just how sick I am of being fucked with.
Way back on October 19, 2009, I got a job offer by e-mail from a company
that found my resume on CareerBuilder. This was when I was being stalked and harassed heavily. The message offered no link and
was quite vague. Also, the language was very unclear and oddly worded. After receiving it, I noticed that my computer started moving very slowly. Since there was no link, I Googled the company name, CZ Shop. When I got there, I
saw a picture of a bald white guy pointing a handgun right at me. The sender of the message was not named at the end, but it came from the address,
lafontaineozamx7is4f@hotmail.com. Here's the message:
Subject line: CareerBuilder: Virtual office/Part-time - 250$ per week
JOB OFFER
Company name CZSHOP INC Job title Outside Support Representative
Position type Virtual office/Part-time Salary $25.00 per package
The following are some of the more significant benefits and terms and conditions of your employment.
Salary: You will receive 25$ for the every package sent by you. Payment will be paid after every 10th package processed.
Expenses: On your side you don’t have to pay for any expenses!
You will receive the shipping label along with the information to where
you need to send the package. You will have to print this label and give
it with the package to the courier; this is the paid receipt on the
bases of which your package will be sent.
Job Offer:
Why do we need?
Our clients basically ordered rare thing or things at low prices because
they tend to price on the local market are often exaggerated and
monopolized. Our long experience shows that easier to order goods
through us, than do it himself.
Why?
Because we take all duties on ourselves. Our managers will find goods at
the lowest price, to assess the risk, make the payment and ensure the
delivery of goods to the customs of our Agents. We are responsible for
the entire procedure for ordering and delivery. You will not incur any
risk we all take.
The work consists of the following: You need to register in our system,
fill in all the required documents and forms, after this we add your
profile to our database. Once there is a new client who meets your
requirements we conclude the arrangements with him and inform you on the
details of when, what and by which postal service the package will be
delivered to your address. Then you need to follow the standard
instructions on how to send the received mail to the addressee which
will be attached to all the documentation for the work.
You don’t take any risks! The working experience in this field isn’t
required, all you need is a couple of spare hours during the day and the
desire to work at home.
Modifications of Benefits: We may, in our discretion, cancel or modify any of our employee benefits plans, including those describe above, at any time.
At-Will Employment: Should you decide to accept our offer, you
will be an at-will employee with the company. This means the employment
relationship can be terminated by either one of us at any time for any
reason.
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Of course, what these people do is use mal-ware to hijack other people's e-mail addresses. I'm sure who ever is the actual owner of that e-mail address has no idea about all of this.
Yesterday, I got similar note twice from 2 different e-mail addresses.
The one that came first was from:
ldkinz@frontier.com
Subject Line: For Job Seeker. CareerBuilder \ Contact us in regards to Free Shopper Assistant Vacancy The second one was from:
vini12@oi.com.br
Subject Line: Urgent: To Job Seeker. Job on CareerBuilder \ New Shopper Assistant Position
Wow!! It's so important they sent it twice, the second time marked "urgent." Of course, there's no such job and since I received these e-mails, everything I do on my new laptop is notably slower--every click. PSYOPS is simply disabling and disrupting the person secretly. That's what they're doing to me. I also mentioned "double-binds" recently. On that note, at least both of these e-mails from 2 different addresses were signed--by the same person. Interesting, no? Check it out:
Due to the beginning of the holidays period, a secret shopping company
is looking for highly dedicated and initiative individuals to join their
team as Shopper Assistants. We offer a part-time entry-level job which
will allow you to work remotely with flexible work hours. This is a
unique chance to use your free time and obtain additional income. It's a
perfect choice for those who currently have no time to drive to an
office every day, or for those specifically looking for a home-based
job.
As a Shopper Assistant, you will be participating in the testing of web
stores, and the work of their shipping departments in particular. Your
everyday duties will take about 4 hours per day, Monday to Friday. No
sales, promotion or cald calling will be performed.
General Requirements:
- Age 21+;
- Intermediate PC user: MS Office or other office programs, web browsing, emailing;
- A positive approach and good work ethics;
- Perfect time-management skills and attention to details;
- Ability to work independently, with little supervision;
- Must be physically located and authorized to work in the United States.
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- A set fee of $35 for each processed item* from a store;
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- Friendly email & phone support from an assigned supervisor;
- Coverage of major expenses.
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So...right after I published my last post, look what appeared on the YouTube page of a Luna song. The song fits genre-wise, but check out the title. Again, there are thousands of songs that could show up in that list...
Also, 10 or 15 minutes after my last post, this fella showed up... and he's still here:
Welllll, kids...for whatever reason I've been keeping this very important point on the back-burner for quite a long time. I guess it's because I know how tough it is to wrap your mind around all this stuff. Plus, I knew I needed some hard evidence to blow a hole in the whole thing big enough to make you really pay attention. (Check.) It's all unfolded exactly as it was supposed to and, of course, we cleared the last high-hurdle this past weekend. If the following information does not equate to the finish line for all you folks who still refuse to leave me alone, then it's possible nothing ever will.
I should note here, though, that recently, there are only a select few groups I notice still following me around and it's very, very seldom--harmless from a psychological standpoint, really. Plus, I believe some business I took care of over the past few days, something I considered doing a long, long, long time ago, had the expected impact. One of the groups I noticed, I believe as recently as yesterday, was the folks wearing black and white, usually black with white trim and often black with 3 white stripes. I saw a video on YouTube indicating these people stalk and harass others at the direct behest of the federal government. I have no way to confirm that, but it makes sense as they seem to have no ethnic or culture commonalities. It's quite a diverse group.
The other I noticed yesterday was and angry radical feminist and some black male political operative who's harassed me at the library before. They waited for me and crowded me in the elevator as is a favorite method. It's easy to recognize these angry feminists because, like ol' Paola who lost her mind at the library that day I got video of her, they wear their very long hair knotted up in a ball just above their neck. This one yesterday was slightly heavyset as many of them are and looked really, really angry. She was wearing light blue hospital scrubs. And, this morning, when I arrived at Peet's, a woman wearing a blazing pink sweater under her jacket walked right in behind me, looked at me, and turned around and walked out without ordering anything. It's been indicated to me that these women are affiliated with Take Back the Night. I believe in the organization's cause, but their methods bother me. I sent them a note but haven't gotten a response. Oh, well. Hopefully, they'll learn something from this post. Ya know, I'm pretty tall. Maybe somebody could check the surveillance video for that one. I believe it was between 10 and 11 Monday. So, that's it--2 different fem groups and the black-and-white sell-out gang. Again, though, I've broken the mind-control completely, so none of this stuff really bothers that much any more anyway.
I mentioned once or twice before how people used to walk by my van and say things in the window. This has stopped nearly completely. Again, there have only been a select few instances over the past few months that I recall. What happens is, they walk by while having a conversation among themselves, or talking on their phone if alone, and what they say precisely as they pass my window--9 times out of 10 at exactly 3:30am--applies to my situation or my attempts to free myself from it. When I first started living out of the van, guys were still walking by and making comments about getting shot in the head--nice and loud. They were employees from the 911 center down the block--Sheriff's deputies, FBI, who knows, who cares? Those were actually during the morning, though. There have been so many at night I can't keep track, but a few do stand out. I can tell by their voices whether they're white or black, not that it matters. It was white guys who talked about getting shot in the head. The last occurrence was a black guy who called me a fool. I'm guessing it was the same guy who called me a clown maybe 5 or 6 months ago. The only reason I'm a fool is for not pulling the triggers I pulled this weekend a long time ago. I don't give a shit what anybody thinks--it takes a fool to allow himself to be abused because a bunch of complete strangers suggest it's good for him. That's what a fool does.
Anyway...I have mentioned that all of the allegations against me are a set-up meant both to bait all you covert stalkers and blackmail me. Right? Right. I've also said that it's been indicated many times that I'm in some kind of training, and I recently provided some evidence supporting that and other claims I've made. Right? Right. Well...here's the thing: the 3:30am comment spoken precisely while passing my van window that really sticks out came from a black fella who said: "If you're gonna work that job, you have to live it." (Hmmmmm....do I, now? Again, I have a question or two about that if ya don't mind. What job, exactly? When did I apply for it? At what point did I agree to mind-control, etc.? I think I know what job you're talking about, but as ol' Jesse Mills, the ramblin', homeless CIA Honky-Tonk troubadour said after calling me insane, I "have no outside frame of reference," so there's no way for me to really know, right? Riiiiiiight.)
In the name of all that is good, if you pink ladies and other crazies can't see what that comment means, you're more stupid than you act. It's a set-up. They're using me to bait you.
My x-gf's Episcopal Minister father fingered me for it.They're racists and my meeting her was not a coincidence. Her sister-in-law is a first cousin of a college roommate of mine who I now know is a Nazi. They had family in that area before that as well. They've been keeping tabs on me and harassing and sabotaging me for 20 years because of a mixed relationship. During a summer home from college, my family tried to secretly fix me up with a girl I went to grade school with who'd also had a mixed relationship. She tried to tell to me, but I didn't understand the lengths they'd go to. My television career ended because I ran into a Nazi at my last job in the business who harassed the shit out of me. There! You have the meat of the story I was saving for the book. Yes--all fact. Since no one will reply to my requests, I post it here. Also, it's possible that psycho lawyer I lived with in Cleveland is part of the CIA charade as well. They use actorsand you wouldn't believe the charades they manufacture.
Next time: The state "lopping off the free-spirited men" and "absorbing the artist." (I don't have to tell you about George Orwell and Aldous Huxley, do I?)
(Saw-we, guys. Johnny no wike-ee. Johnny doesn't believe the deluge of character defamation suggestions. Johnny sees your game. Johnny very, very, very tolerant. Johnny secretly fucked with for 20 years. Johnny sick of being fucked with. Johnny use all his skills. Johnny fight, fight, fight.)
This is the other one I was talking about. It's comical. The head is slightly out of proportion with the body. They shrunk it a little with photoshop.
I know this because a.) it's obvious to me, and b.) because in the second shot on the page linked below, the head size looks about right. You can tell just by looking at it. The first shot on this page, which I'd forgotten about, is probably the most ridiculous one of all, though. Again, the head is shrunk:
Am I the only one getting this ad from Facebook? It's for a weight loss survey and has a picture of an infant with a digitally enhanced look of shock on his face. Maybe it's perfectly normal, but I fail to see the connection between the photo and the product. Kind of bizarre if you ask me.
The underlying goal of this whole charade I've been subject which I haven't directly covered is simply to destroy my credibility. It's meant to be impossible to prove and thus portray me as insane. At the same time, I know that all it takes is one little shred of credible evidence to compel to you reconsider everything I've said or written. If I establish one piece of undeniable evidence, you must--you must reconsider all of my claims.
I've hit on one or two such things before this weekend that probably made ya scratch your head and go "hmmmm...", but the Galaxie 500/I was a Russian Slave post is that undeniable little magic pill that's oh so tough for all you psychologists and perfectly social mindless drones to choke down. Yes, that's right--there is positively no denying the sheer absurdity of the notion of a clip from a holocaust documentary rightfully appearing among a list of video results of the search-term "Galaxie 500." It is impossible by any stretch of the imagination to write it off as a coincidence.
So, please...I would appreciate it if the social workers at the library and all you other self-important, self-absorbed psychology experts spare me your pitying, patronizing, bullshit oh-he's-so-sick looks. I am 100% secure with my sanity and I will continue to pursue justice. You aren't nearly as smart as you think and you got chumped nearly as badly as I did. Deal with it.
The style and genre of Surfer Blood's song, Anchorage indicate that it could pop up in a Galaxie 500 YouTube search, but the thing is, the ones meant to fuck with me are usually the last one in the list. Same thing in the Google photo results. The other thing is, of 20 results in that column, exactly 5 are not Galaxie 500. There are probably thousands of songs on YouTube that could take up those 5 slots, but the last one in the list just happens to show a photo of an open shark's mouth coming right at you. Not too pleasant, is it? And, lest we forget, they know I mentioned shark-attack victims in a recent post. Ta-da!
Take if for what it is. I guess I must be crazy. This is my life. A key point is, there was a time when this photo wouldn't bother me a bit, but what they do makes you hyper-sensitive to such things.
