It is now April 6th.
Someone recently dropped this hint to me: "You have six days
left." That six days lead up to April 1st. I wrote on GSC about an
encounter with my brother and brother-in-law--the cop. It bears repeating:
My brother said, "We're going to play a game with you, ok?" My
brother-in-law leaned over and whispered in his ear, "No, it's 'We're
going to play a joke on you.'" Joey corrected himself, saying to
me, "We're going to play a joke on you, ok?" I made some sort of
dismissive comment like, "Ok, whatever, Joe." Rick said, "Thaaaaaat's
enough." Of course, I had absolutely no idea what they were talking about and didn't until some time over the past few years. When I recently got the six-day hint, I put it all
together. I now know that it must have been an April Fools' joke. That's what you do on April Fools' Day--play jokes on people; some small, some big. Makes good sense. The "play a
joke on you" incident must, then, have occurred on or around April 1st. I now know it was in 2003 (I previously
suspected it was later) because it happened at our parents' house in
Niles, and Joe usually only makes one trip a year to visit there on
Christmas. During '03, when mom had ALS, he made two or three extra trips to
visit. One must have been around April 1st. In fact, I believe it was
for his birthday, which is March 23rd. In fact, the lighting in the living room at the time tells me it was early afternoon or late morning and therefore probably right before Joey left for the airport to return to Scientology-ville. The last time I would have seen
him on April 1st other than that would have been when I was in high school or during my
early years of college. After Rick said, "Thaaaaat's enough." Joey
picked up one of his feet, stomped it right next to the other one, and
said, "Ooo! This is going to be so much fun." and added a comment
about a large sum of money--might have been $10,000,000. Then one of
the bumb-asses made some kind of comment insinuating that it's the only
hope I would have at any kind of a life--they're both sick with
envy and inferiority complex. Then again, it's probably true. Because
Rick knew I was a target for his far-right extremist buddies, which I
didn't at the time, the comment probably wasn't so far off, despite the
fact that I'd gone to New York aww by my sewf and got into television
production, which of course ended when I ran into a Neo-Nazi at
A&E. This April 1st was 10 years since the "play a joke on you"
comment, a nice round number. Again, makes good sense. Yes--it's a
10-year-long April Fools' joke. And even though Joey slipped and called
it "a game," he kind of insinuated that the only goal is survival.
Since I never even knew it was happening, let alone knew what the goal
or the rules are, then I'd say that it's safe to assume that it's just
kind of an endurance/survival game. The goal is to drive the person to
suicide. If they survive, they get the prize.
Ten years gone.
PAY THE FUCK UP!!!
I have no fear whatsoever of what might come because the various groups targeting me are aware of the payment. None. Fuck them. Just do whatever magic you do and pay it. By virtue of this debt to me, I am no longer a debtor person. For those not familiar with term, "debtor," it applies to an entity that owes more than it is owed. That, I am not--not by a long shot. Hints referring to debt fall on blind eyes and deaf ears, so don't bother.
And regarding the suggestions that part of this is manipulating me to make me hungry by constantly irritating me and keeping me frustrated, you won't be benefiting from that. I'll take the money and just live nicely...as I please.
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